When I Really Need

Can make a difference in someone's life?
Do I mean anything to anyone?
I try all the time to hide what I feel right in this moment
I try not to show how sad I am inside of me
My smile always try to elude all I feel
But sometimes ...
It is impossible and hard to load this sadness
Because the one I want is not here with me
When my heart needs
When I really need

(Escrito a 10 maio 2014)